A tiny set back …
So it has been a couple of weeks since I posted as there have been a couple of obstacles that have taken up my time and the thought of spending more time at my screen was just too much! Anyway ...
The clinic I went to see a couple of weeks was brand spanking new. Shiny, new and a wee bit premature. Unfortunately there was some documentation that the clinic didn't have in place just yet, so they weren't able to start my procedures until January. Also not a definite January, but a probably ...
Good blood …
So I went to the doctors to get my blood tests. Honestly I didn't even ask them what they were for, I just know I needed them. I assume that, you know, if your blood comes out green, then they tell you that kids probably aren't something that is going to happen for you.
I have had PCOS tests numerous times, for various reasons and it always came back negative, so that was not something that was worrying me. However, all the things that I don't know what they are testing for is what was ...
You know it will be hard? …
Today I went to the doctors to start this long process. I was terrified. I don’t know why, I don’t know what I thought she was going to say (oddly I requested a woman as I felt embarrassed to tell a male doctor … totally irrational!) but I felt exposed and scared that she could put a halt to this on Day 1.
It was roughly one thousand degrees last night so I didn’t sleep. I wouldn’t have slept anyway. I am a seriously good sleeper, usually. Head hits pillow, I wake up 8 hours later. ...